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"Ash Tattoos"

by Janet I. Buck

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My newest e-book of poetry about the 9/11 tragedies and the aftermath of war is 82 pages and arranged chronologically, beginning with day the planes struck the towers in New York City. Some of the poetry has been previously published in journals such as The American Muse, The Pedestal Magazine, Pierian Springs, Slow Trains, and Thunder Sandwich; others are available only in this collection.

Like everyone else in the world, I went through shock, disbelief, rage, and horror. I turned to the page to process this juggernaut of emotion and find hope amidst the rubble and sorrow. Ash Tattoos examines our grief, our heroes, our foibles, and our shock, as well as work which addresses the plight of women and children in Afghanistan, complimented by some very poignant illustrations and photographs.

If you are still struggling to cope with the attacks and the aftermath of war as well, perhaps you'll find some of the text useful in that process. Ash Tattoos sells for 69 cents, just about as close to "free" as we could get, since the purpose of the poets on the site is to step up the dialogue between writer and reader. A sample from Ash Tattoos is posted below.

Blood Inside the Cameo

"One body was carried out wrapped in an American Flag."

The Associated Press: September 13, 2001
30,000 tons of rubble
slip inside our history books.
Pharaohs must be moaning
in their dusty bins.
Numbers of the missing climb.
Splayed girders pecked by hunting dogs
searching answers lurking
in their unmet ghosts.
A plane's black box
a camera and a shutter's click
cannot revive as muscled steel.
Concrete fizzles into sand.
I light a candle at my desk,
copy/paste a fitful prayer --
a tub of thinning Vaseline
running margins awkwardly
as if the shoes I wear don't fit.

Somewhere husbands, somewhere wives,
somewhere daughters, somewhere sons
are puking guts and coughing into tattered sleeves.
Cocoons of home and hearth are gone,
reduced to flooded photograph.
A clothing store becomes a morgue.
Receives a stream of limb remains.
When will all this bleeding stop?
Stomachs growl for justice meat.
Our Sunday ties are choking us
with threads of fallen Jerichos.
Freedom's bell is coated
in the rust of death.
Money's tiny paper clip
and bags of blood
and tears of grieving acetone
must raise the stars and stripes again.

Ash Tattoos is available from The ZeBook Company at the following address: zebookAsh

Also, another poem:

Buried Rubies


It's a delicious rumor running
its thin band under the Evening News.
The Taliban has fled one city,
left its scar a cuticle
hanging from the battered ruins.
Defections beat the stinging sand.
Camel humps begin to smile.
Venders push a scrap of music --
buried brick of gold it was,
wasting years in closet dark,
the Hell of which I'll never know.

Several women lift their shrouds.
Burka, djellaba, sari, toga virilis --
oppression spelled so many ways,
woven in religion's cloth,
turned against identity.
Maybe we are hangers down
a rotting cast that would
have peeled its heaviness.
I have a dream of ears and necks
emancipated from a noose.

Of vinegar tongues tasting the moon,
deciphering bowls of sugarcane.
I have a dream of fleshy cheeks
turning rubies in the sun.
Skin no longer Jezebel.
Heart no longer withered prune.
Mandolins are humming up from secrecy.
Lids lift crust around a sore.
I pray a shining eye remains.
That peace is more than
hope's pastiche, threads of which
will ravel when our soldiers leave.
I've had such a Hallmark life
of sequined luck and fluff parades.
Closest thing I ever stitched for Barbie Dolls --
muumuus for Hawaiian luaus
staged on spotless carpet floors.

    (***First Published in Facets)

You're invited to visit Janet's website at The Poetry of Janet Buck.


(Copyright 2002 by Janet I. Buck - No reproduction without express permission from the author)

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