In your dreams you find only calm weather with clear night skies. You see visions of a love among loves, almost as if you have comet fever. You thirst for one cool drink from an ocean on Jupiter's moon. But here on earth the dew runs off the red rose, the silky petals of the fire of desire at early dawn. Your blood becomes the water of the Nile.
There are certain thoughts
the dead ones espouse that
are simply too obtuse for
my conscious mind to complete.
The dead ones try so hard
to be precise, "It's truly in
the foliations of the breathing
mind . . . when they intercept
the corrugated lap of death;
the fingers plied, interlocked,
a childhood church and steeple;
interwoven are the two minds
of the soul." Who can make sense
of the odd mechanics which they
are so keen to describe? Quickly
they refute, "Not make sense, but
strive to sense. The foliations:
this is where the poems come in . . .
and where the soul seeps out."
Clever words. But I appear hopeless.
You pass and heads turn, and I remember when you only looked my way. Eyes follow your every move, and I recall how your eyes were only for me. Your smile brings rings of laughter, and I relive our intimate smiles across the table. Others take position to shake your hand, and I feel your gentle fingers slip over mine. As I suddenly turn away, I hear the roar, not from the crowd, but from the blood rushing to fill the emptiness you have left behind.
Does the sun get tired?
Its never-ending cycle has to be exhausting.
No vacation get-aways, no personal days.
While one city looks at a sunset,
Another watches a sunrise.
It comes every day, never a suprise.
But wait....what about the clouds?
Does the sun welcome overcast days as a chance to stop smiling?
Or do the sun and the clouds battle, a constant competition, who will rule the sky?
And when the clouds take first and the rain falls,
it is a victory dance?
Or the sun's tears falling through, its chance to stop smiling?
In the rivers of life I searched Finding tributaries and small places Pools of transient calm But the source eluded me Though I never ceased to search In the rivers of life I wandered Exploring the world -- the forests Pristine and vulnerable Listening, longing for the sounds Of falling waters In the rivers of life I thirsted Drank and wanted Something Life's meaning in the glittering droplets of a waterfall In the rivers of life I found Sweet innocence and purity Cloaked in white water satin And the waters were all around me Cascading down in torrents of pure ecstasy It was there at the source of the earth I found you
Letter to the Editor: Cherie Staples (skyearth1@aol.com).