Seeker Magazine

R.N. Homer Christensen

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Brief Bio

Born July 5, 1958. I live on Bainbridge Island, Washington.

Married, no kids, but I tend to surround myself with animals: we live with 2 bernese mt. dogs, an elderly cat, and 8 chickens. Soon, we'll also invite in a couple of jacob's lambs and maybe a goat or two. I write for a living--instructional design and software manuals mainly--though I've also written a young adult sci-fi novel, a collection of poems, and am midway through a screenplay. Just as life isn't all serious, I like to keep a sense of humor in my life and writings. Usually, it's when I'm playing that I learn the most.

I guess my models for poetry include Chang Tzu, Rumi, Rilke, and Barry Spacks. Rilke is the most serious, but I'll forgive him (as if he asked) as he wrote one of the most touching and beautiful poems I've ever read: Orpheus and Eurydice. (I love Stephen Mitchell's translation.) Of the others, I love their playfulness and gentle wisdom. Rumi's wonderful expanse of love gives me great hope: when I read him, its as if there are two swallows flying around my heart in that fun, acrobatic, and skilled way they have. Barry's works are hard to find but worth the effort.

Personal Statement

I turned 35 in 1993 and faced that full moon phase of suddenly finding an urgent need to discover what, exactly, I believed and why. I no longer wanted to simply believe something because I had memorized the liturgy as a child. Instead, I craved an experiential basis for belief. At the very least, I wanted to have thought it out for myself, keeping an open mind to the writings of those who have trudged through this same spiritual thicket in their lives. The thanks I owe to them are far too numerous to mention. There are also those friends and acquaintances who have generously shared their personal stories and thoughts, and who left me with the sure knowledge of the universality of this quest. I was not alone, though it often seemed that way. Perhaps we all go through this stage in life. I hope so. It has been one of the most fruitful periods of my life.

Poems

Stay Home. Read.
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This calm and endless rain, sky-sifted,
drizzles on my head like God's soft hand,
gently stroking my troubled soul.

"There, there," it seems to say.
"Stay home, read. Stay home. Read.
Work tomorrow, for today is blessed."

How could I disobey?


Even if we lose our shoes
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We've got to let go soon
   of concerns of the outside world
   of entrenched beliefs
   of stagnant life-constricting thoughts
   of words that limit meaning
and let the swell of the psyche
flow in to lift us out of the muck that holds us fast.

Even if we lose our shoes,
we must free ourselves.
Even if we lose our shoes.


The hot bath of enlightenment
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Dip toe, foot, then knee.
Too hot! Pull out; put back in.
Accustomed? Now immerse.


At the river of love
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I kneel and submit on the pebbled bank
a shriven, penitant pilgrim

Pour calming ablutions on my hate-hardened head
Mime the sign of the universal on my brow

   Dunk me once
   Dunk me twice
   Dunk me thrice

Then bless me with a kiss


Washing
  -for Cheri
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Sorting whites and reds, darks and lights,
I scoop some soap and shove in blues.
You walk down the hall to get a drink and,
like a trout rising in a shaded stream,
I glimpsed a foreign past where we two,
in rough-spun clothes of an unnamed tribe
stood midstream, midsummer, in a stony brook,
sun glittering your hair and face
as we beat clothes against these rocks.

I don't recall our sex, our looks, our skin;
only this much:
That we were friends from long ago.

To think that you and I repeat these lives-
           You a crone, lover, boy, wife, all
           And I, your complement (or twin!)-

Until we get this human stuff down;
Until we grow compassion like hair.

email: homer@homerchristensen.com
  WWW: homerchristensen.com


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