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Magical Mystery Detour: Return



Return.

Return to the center.

Return to the task.

We're only as rich as our ability to relax.

                           

To reveal the truth, it's mere seconds
Which place us into jeopardy
    or ease us into grace.

                So what's the rush?

Microseconds
Which foretell
Our easy placement to fortunate connections
Making our life close to blissful heaven on earth,
    or shaking us to unmitigated hell.

                        The most tiny of margins --

To break us to pieces in seeming "accidents"
Or apply the brakes in gracious time which keep us whole.

                        Are you crying for joy or weeping with disrepair?
                        To look beyond the veil, mechanics can be broken down.

            ...yet that which is immortal

            ...and lasting

            ...is supported in sound.

Sound mind, sound heart,
Wisdom soundly sung and shouted to the rafters!

Oh my God, it seems few souls can be
Completely shattered, and yet

    We all have been seduced and flattered,

        distracted

To roads not truly ours,

    To paths

        We'd wished

            We'd reconsidered long ago.

                                        Hark, who's that stranger up ahead?

                           

What strange beings are these automatons we've become?  You'd laugh --

    Were I to share
    Untold energies spent

To lessen the wrath of fate

From acts ill chosen, costly mistakes

    Where, in fact,

Split seconds were all it took --

To be reduced by temptation handsome

    Or induced by shapely siren footloose ...

    So easy to be attracted,
        to rationalize again

    The lightening quickening of impulses,

    The loveliness of tongue on skin ... Praising my momentary name

        to the amnesia of tomorrow ... Hastily forgotten

   
That drench of regretful sin

    that pungent pang of sorrow,

        Embraced

            by strangers

                only to satiate

A lonely pit,
A friendly ache.


                So what's the rush again, my friend?  ...Come again?


No artful moves upon wheels of fate
Can save us from corrupted deals throttled at their core,
    or veer
    to safety lanes
Now vanished, should we accelerate,

Flooring metal to the pedal, yet losing insight to blessed shores.

Now we cohabit
    in places unrefined, sharing
Rusted halls of humanity
    with denizens
We've left behind.

        What interior decorators could we hire
            When inner furnishings are so unsparing
                to that which we'd wished we had aspired?

                   

I fear this refuge
Where most of us dwell
Is far from great.

It has lost its blush. 

    Its sweetness,
    Where in vigorous youth
        it seemed to do no wrong
        no matter who it touched

Now confesses, sharing cramped and querulous time

    With fellow
    Human races

To cross some irritated and invisible line. Which no longer exists!
    It has been erased
    By this magical mystery detour,

    This crowded caravan
    We share with untold others

Seeking solace,
    Yearning for peace,
        Praying for silence sacred

While talentless harpies shriek. 

                What say you now, my automated friend?

                       

Was knowledge worth green apples of experience?

Historical raggedness, turn now to this miracle map
I gladly peel and present
    to make you fully aware. 

Wash and unfold,

Reveal this deceptive secret
Disguised by sages wise

    and ornery oracles ancient.

Across the centuries
Across unending travel,
Yearn to learn,
    Seek to unravel
Where your awareness in actuality resides,
    Close to the dissatisfaction of your talkative mind --

        Enter now to this perfect space
            By slowing virtual haste
                of your impatient decisions ...

                        Do I hear derision? An undignified snort?

Effortless attention,
    Leaps of faith
Across that gap of hesitation,
Bridging every delay well screwed
                                   through impervious procrastination.

            There is still time. In perfect increments!

            Nothing lost! Precious divisions of eternity now made whole
            Now recaptured, now returned, now enraptured.


Your expression sublime
In momentary time,
yet absolute grace.


Tiniest of seconds,
    Smallest,
        Most minute of distances
To make vast strides to hidden treasure

Located on your synapse'd map,

A space so small
It exists only as you redefine.


See the sutures of experience? Cracks from being a wise ass?

                       

                   
        ...Enter now
        ...Redraw the invisible line(!)

Right before you contained in this moment all along.

Cross towards the infinite, return to total knowing,

Review complete being,

Reconsider gentle growing,

Reexamine implicit trust

    In less forceful actions,

Silent alliance,

    Attention not anxious.


                              You're only as rich as your ability to relax ...


To unveil the truth,
    It is mere seconds

Which can heal
    the tears,

    Seal the graft,

        Realign your journey

            and utter hymns and hosanna's of wisdom,

Singing to the center of directions,
Returning lost treasures to your feet:

Return clear directions to your lap.

                          





(Copyright 2002 by Darius Gottlieb - No reproduction without express permission from the author)

You're invited to visit Darius' website for more of his photographs and his music at Art Bliss

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