As a young woman
I aspired to love
I desired serenity
I exalted in enchantment
Childish and conceited
In animated pursuit of
Average aspirations
Achingly slow
The insidious starvation
Of my spirit spiraled
I recoiled
Reconciled
To dull uncomfort
That became an affliction
Vegetative bitterness
Mortified
My soul
Caved in
Catastrophic consequence
As a mature woman
I wear the mantle of
Penetrative placidity
Cased in skin and scars
My soul spirals in the
Hollow stillness of my bones
Yet, Effervescent
Love
Leads me
To my indelible destiny
because i have been a dumpster hunter dumpster diver garbage hound because treasure is in the eye of the beholder. because Cigarette Advertising stands, bright blue and red American colored metal stands made to hold signs, were really campchairs in disguise made to hold people, or, better yet, a staging device for Nuclear Sam, our scare crow, our spare crow, made of cast off and reclaimed Levi's Shades Bandana and the skull of a coyote; because where life is spare, even the coyotes and crows survive. But surviving is not enough. People deserve to thrive. So I wore my high heel patent leather pumps, my little red sweater skirt set, as I dived and dug among the remnants, the rubbish, the cast off, as I had become in the eyes of those people who throw treasures away. Performance art feeds the shaken soul and reminds us we are beautiful and bountiful, when people say we're trash. As beautiful as the wilted pansies Daniel rescued from the green and grungy dumpster of a major Corporate Grocery Store; (rescued before the lids clanged shut, pads locked, so poor people should not feed even on precious crumbs,) As beautiful as stolen garbage pansies coming back to life in the middle of a burned out forest; our refuge; our home; our rock and pansy garden built for my birthday, behind the white bridge.
too late for the roses
too late
for the show
oh yes too many words for the
joker
and no pointy hat
no multicolored vest for the
clown with his smile painted on
no free will
except for the
interpretation
and you there
you with your dreams of
multicolored flowers leading
up to
leading into
nothing other than
hope,
you there can take the measure of your dreams
in beauty itself
and hold your head
up
high
In the snow laden lands of lost thoughts A village standing alone on the banks of a wide river Snow thick on the ice A landscape of pristine white Smoke curling upwards from wood stoves In an embrace of life as it used to be When people were of the village And life was simple pleasures Crumbling houses and a memorial Broken to the glorious fallen now forgotten Empty stores The bookstore, the baker, the potter, the hairdresser All gone to the city or oblivion As the melting snow falls from an iron roof And the old people recount the tales Of olden days and old religion Revolutions and starvation And times swimming in the river A summer's day And the last village Slowly decaying into memories
Letter to the Editor: (skyearth1@aol.com).